Monday, November 18, 2013

[.My love is alive, my love is alive for you.]

I always told myself, "Just because I had a baby I'm not going to stop blogging!"  Now, look at me!  NOT BLOGGING!  Part of that reason was that we didn't have a computer for a good couple months, another could just be sheer laziness. 
I have FINALLY updated Kailees 3rd, 4th and 5th month of life :)  The last few months are coming as well!  This time, I promise!
I have no reason as to why I haven't blogged.  I have not been overly busy (thank goodness, I do not miss those days of every hour being consumed by something else), I'm pretty much just soaking up every minute I have with this sweet girl.  I don't want to miss one minute with her!  On Mondays I'm usually gone from about 5:45 am until about 9:15 at night.  Just this morning, on my way to work, I noticed that I had already thought about how much I missed Kailee before I had even gotten on the freeway.  But I try not to think about it during the day otherwise I'd drive myself crazy. 

I always knew after having kids that my life wouldn't be the same.  That my days would have different priorities than they used to.  Going out with friends happens, just not NEAR what it used to be.  I thought I was boring before?  Wanting to sleep by ten?  Ha.  More like I want to hop in bed and be done with the day at eight!  No one talk to me, shut off my phone, let me enjoy my pillow!  What is it about bath time that just completely exhausts me?  It's not like I'm swimming across a lake or anything! I'm sitting there playing with sea animals!  Anyway, I'm rambling now, but my point is, my life is different than it used to be.  It will be this way for a while, a long while. AND I love it.



Guess I should pay my speeding ticket now...